Here’s a link to the video for this blog below, if you like you can watch it on Facebook. I deleted the one for YouTube by mistake and will not make it again.

https://www.facebook.com/viviangale.freedom/videos/10156148191038618/

Today is Sunday, March 18th 2018, yesterday, I woke up feeling fine. I set out to study since it was Sabbath and ended up watching a couple of YouTube videos on Atlantis, the Illuminate, Hitler etc., and ended up feeling depressed. I’ve come to hate religion at times and seeing how this all has to do with racism, white supremacy passed down for ages, makes me ill.

I knew this was going on in the world for some time, but to the degree that its pattern runs throughout history and religion, even before Hitler, absolutely sickens me. There are floods of tears inside me and I actually feel like crying. I feel depressed, sick, unworthy. All the negatives I’ve fought to get rid of over the years have again overtaken me and I don’t rightly know how to absorb it all.

I heard it, I believe it, but, I don’t want to accept this as reality, as what the world is really all about. It’s not that I feel defeated, its perhaps that I’ve dealt with racism, hatred, and rejection from people my whole life and now I see the hatred is so much bigger than that. Why, because of the color of skin, because of race, greed, power and control?

I don’t enjoy being a part of a world that is so shallow. I lavish myself in the Love of God, in loving others, the love of and from my husband and loving him and our families. Those relationships provide enough of a challenge daily.

Hatred is so destructive to the inner self! It strips one of self-love and feelings of worthiness flee. Then to see where the aim of these beliefs go--- to teach lies and deception--- that "The 144 thousand will be made up of conscious and enlightened people on earth and that Armageddon will take place only partially in the real world." The Annanuki and the Alien Agenda...! Oh my, my, my!

The 144,000 saints are those who have come through the Time of Tribulation and didn't take the Mark of the Beast.

After watching the “Truth” about what’s going on in a sequential order in that YouTube Video, "The Secret that brought it all home for me left me feeling unworthy. I had to Banish the

Negative Chatter…

I am not worthy

People don’t want to be my friend

Success is difficult.

I can’t do this, meaning this class today,

I felt like a coward and I wanted to stay in the bed and hide today. I had to spend some good time journaling to figure out how I got back to the sullen negative thoughts I'd worked so hard over the years to get rid of by watching this video or video's about the Pope, the history of religion and the New Age Movement.

It was about the racism, and hearing how racism has been tied to religion and the government before the time of Hitler. The "White Supremacy," and the comments about using "lesser beings, (people of color) as slaves and allowing the Annanuki or Alien beings to use people of color for subjects for their experimentation.

I know many poor lower class whites that claimed to be abducted by aliens too. But, their aim was/is for people of color. These are New Age Teachings and are from the Luciferian Agenda!

_____________________________

NOW... I understand more fully why God says, “Though shall have no other Gods before me!” NOW, I understand Gods anger and frustration with His creations... All of them! Lucifer, the Fallen angels, The Beast of Revelation and the Kings of the Earth, and disobedient people…

I watched this video thinking it was going to show me the history of the lost city of Atlantis, but its intention is to capture weak and ignorant minds into believing these abominable ideas and this both shocked and angered me. I know that people who don’t know the Bible will believe it and where will that belief take them.

I already know people who believe these things or did in the past. I guess I should start weeping and praying for them and myself.

These are the people who don’t listen when you try and tell them what the Bible says about anything. I had a friend who stopped speaking to me some years ago because she told me she was listening to some woman every morning on YouTube, who channels an alien being and brings messages, like Abraham Hicks, and I cautioned her against it.

I’m not a Bible thumper, anymore anyways, meaning, and I don’t beat others over the head with Biblical teachings and the Word is in me, but right now I wish I could shake some people and wake them up!

After spending 3 hours of my afternoon in what was supposed to be sacred time with God nourishing my soul, "SITTING IN THE CAR WITH GOD," on our weekly date; ended in sickening my soul ruining the rest of my day and even today, I am still in a mental funk. It sank so deep within me.